tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-88137234794300142712012-02-16T09:55:19.464-08:00I am in the process of changing the direction of my blog. My bestfriend and I have made the choice to try to have a baby again. I have a few medical issues so this will be a hard journey for us. I would like you to come on the journey with us to cheer us on and hopefully share in the joys of what we hope will be our happy healthy baby.Semi_Daily_Insanityhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17060957609212788030noreply@blogger.comBlogger371100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8813723479430014271.post-74034144663161733512011-02-22T03:37:00.000-08:002011-02-22T03:43:26.536-08:00

NO I'm not preggers. :( I found out my house has been filled with black mold for MANY MANY years. Long story short..... Our roof leaked for a long time into our attic (I didn't know our house had an attic lol) I guess the attic then started to grow black mold. I researched and found that black mold can cause infertility and loss of pregnancies. So I have contacted my DR and we are going to

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Well as you may have noticed I took some time away from blogging and TTC. We are just going to go back to the old school BDing. I tossed my BBT chart and we're just gonna "wing it" and see what happens. I DID do something non "conventional" tho heehee sssssssssssssshhhhhh you can't tell anyone. I got a reading from Jenny Renny. Jenny says I will get my BPF in July of THIS YEAR!!! With an EDD

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One of my bestfriends has a brain tumor. Her and her husband have started an organization to help to raise money and awareness for brain tumors and brain cancers. ANY donations would be wonderful http://www.walkforkate.org

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Yep AF showed her ugly face. So here we are at the beginning of another cycle. Mike and I spent part of the day together today. It was great. We laughed and joked For a small moment in time I forgot how crushed I am. So it was nice. Then we laid on the couch and watched Bill Maher. I think this cycle I am just going to take my vitimins, temp and BD. No baby asprin, No musinex, no pineapple. Just

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Ok so I tested ( a bit early) and got a BFN. So today I go to Wally World with my mom. I go inside to buy paper plates. I come out and walk to the car I get in and my mother is holding a puppy. In my head I'm screaming GOD THIS ISN'T FUNNY I WANTED A BABY OF THE HUMAN VARIETY!!! I literally cried when I got home. Either AF is on her way or I need to test again on Monday when AF is due.

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Ok so this cycle my chart says I O-ed on the 13th day of my cycle (again). Well this time we hit the timing right on the head. We BDed twice on the 13th day. Now for the 2WW. I am supposed to test on Friday. I will be out of town so chances are I wont test until Monday. My period isn't due til the 27th or 28th. Iin my stupidity I went out and purchased 2 HPTs and took one yesterday. Of course it

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Ok so it seems my ovulation days have changed. Now it looks like I am ovulating on the 13th day of my cycles NOT the 16th. lol It wasn't this hard to get pregnant when I was a stupid horny teen ager. Back to the charting board lol Thanks to a change in O-ing I don't have much to report. lol Better luck next month huh? All I can do is laugh and smile right now. *kisses*

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Well it's been an uneventful month to say the least. Ovulation should be here between the 13th and 17th. I'm now on a baby asprin and B6. I also made myself a totally cute fertility bracelet. My bestfriend has been stressed yet again. He got a job then they put a hiring hold on the job so now he has to wait to actually start. The poor dear :( I just wish things would get better for him. I

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WOW It's been a hell of a few days. Last night I laid in bed and cried. I have been doing this for the last couple of days. I was on the phone talking to a friend yesterday and started to cry. I have NO idea why I was crying. Well I do but it wasn't related to anything that was going on right then. If that makes any sense.Ok so Future Baby's Father got out of jail this morning (unpaid speeding

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Well AF showed up today. Which I'm kinda happy about. That puts me closer to ovulation. YAY! I've had a hell of a 48 hours. I wonder why I got out of bed but I'm a strong person so I'll be fine. Just gotta work my ass off. I started applying for other blog jobs and will start writing for another site tomorrow (if I ever get to bed lol). It's a short entry tonight. I'm just having a kinda

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Ok so I'm not nearly as hurt as I was. He's having some legal issues and stuff so he's stressed and I guess didn't want to tell me. He just wanted to act like a macho man douche bag lol It wouldn't have been good anyway. Looks like I ovulated 2 days earlier than normal. So Saturday would have been too late anyway. I guess I saved some money for 2 or 3 nights at the hotel lol Back to the drawing

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Well I rented a nice hotel room and everything. Then I started to think about the fact that my BFF hadn't bothered to say if he went and got tested yet. So protecting myself I said well no lets not do it. Then I asked him if he had tested and he said yes I thought I told you. I have the paper work or whatever. So I said ok great then lets go ahead and go to the hotel tonight. He turns around and

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OK so this is NOT a fertility post. I was looking at a nice rental home to rent for an up coming vacation with one of my good friends in June of this year. I found what i thought was the perfect house and was in our price range. I SHOULD have known something was wrong from the first email. The property owner Karin (yes I am using REAL names due to not wanting others to deal with these assholes)

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Ok So I guess not as many of my selfish ways have vanished as I had originally thought. My FBD has been having job finding issues for while now (I got him fired on accident lol) and I guess I just ignored that. I've never known him to NOT have a job so I always just assume he'll be able to get one. With the economy the way it is the job market sucks. I just never thought it would suck for him

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Well I guess at first my chart was kinda off. It originally said I O-ed on the 15th but after adding a few more temps it changed to the 16th. I think I am doing good. I only missed 2 days of temping. I have to remember to not answer the phone when it wakes me up lol temp first and call whoever it was back when i'm done.

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Ok so my BFF was supposed to get his STD testing done and he STILL hasn't. I asked him again today to make sure he gets it done ASAP. He said "when I have time". So I asked him if I asked for too much. He said "actually yes you do." I started joking with him about how I only wanted his sperm since it was either going to end up in a tissue or in a whore. Trying to feel bad that he thinks I am

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I got a cute teddy bear the other day. He has on a red shirt that says "i love you" and plays music. Not sure of the song but I THINK it's I love you truly. Totally cute! I hope I am not jinxing myself by buying something. I'm not gonna buy anything else. I found a hair clip that a lady who shares my name made me when I was in high school. She has since passed away. I want to keep it not only for

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(my chart)Ok I know I am "special" but i have gone to a whole new world of special lol I have started BBT chart stalking. I have made some cool friends on the TTC forums so I have started looking at their charts and trying to figure out when they ovulate more than I look at my own lol I find it interesting and in so many

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ok So I think I ovulated yesterday. I had slight ovulation pains on BOTH sides (which thrills me). I'm kinda sad that there was no baby making this cycle but hey better safe than sorry. Gotta make sure all the STD tests come back negative. I'm reading "It sucked and then I cried" by Heather Armstrong better know as Dooce of www.Dooce.com I thought I would do some pre-baby reading. I may pick up "

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Ok so I need something to do to kill time while we're NOT baby making lmao Kinda odd since I have not one but TWO jobs. Truth is I took the second job in order to have more money for the baby. I have been slacking off on my first job and I really need to get back in the swing of things. I ordered a bunch of beads and stuff off of ebay to make fertility jewelry. Everything I have seen online is

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My best friend's STD testing wont be back before I ovulate so we are taking this cycle off. I'm still charting and temping of course. Just taking it easy and trying to get even more healthy. I have to get on a better sleep schedule so I can make sure my BBT chart is as accurate as possible. I have been staying away from gluten as much as possible. Sometimes you just forget to check an label and

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I went to the DR. today and had my lady parts poked and swabbed and checked. The laugh for the day was the nurse who was in there during my exam gave the Dr. the wrong swab thinies so he had to do the exam all over again lol You can never be too rich, too thin or too close to the end of the table. I talked to future baby daddy today to tell him everything the Dr. said about my poly cystic ovary

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OK So I woke up and I was 30 years old. I invited one of my best friends over for my birthday. I needed to talk to him. I had been having this conversation in my head for the last few weeks. I want to have a baby. More importantly I want to have HIS baby. He is the man I trust the most which is pretty odd bc in so many ways he should be the one I trust the least. That's a whole other story lol We

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Gluten Free bread as a whole sucks MAJOR ass. It's dry and icky. I found that making penini sandwiches with the gluten free bread is the ONLY way to tolerate it lol I made myself a nice turkey and pepper jack penini sammie. It was quite good. I used Ener-G Light White Rice Loaf. It's Wheat free, Gluten free and Dairy Free. I have come to the understanding that gluten free bread has a shelf life

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WOW Gluten free living is an entire lifestyle change. I was walking through WalMart last night and almost started to cry. The more packages I read the more depressed I got. I didn't pick up ONE thing that I could eat. Everything seems to be made with gluten. I now have to shop at over priced specialty stores that have gluten free sections. I went to a place called "Clarks" and they had an entire

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I haven't felt "good" in years. Seems like I overall just never feel good. I always have yucky tummy problems, headaches,fertility issues,moodiness, numbness in my legs and a host of other things. FINALLY we may have figured out wtf is wrong with me. I'm allergic to gluten. YAY!!! for figuring it out, right? WRONG! Not in my family. In my family I pretty much come last as it is. I don't really

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I was reading a few different blogs about Michael Jackson's children (yeah I know don't hold it against me)and I kept seeing that people feel the need to know who the "real father" of MJs kids are. Simple answer .... MICHAEL JOSEPH JACKSON is their real father. A real father is someone who loves you, cares for you,takes care of you , feeds you, clothes you, provides for you and any number of

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LMAO It has come to my attention that in order to travel with me you HAVE to love me. I am a spoiled pampered princess when it comes to travel. First class ALL the way. I have never carried my own bags and in most cases I have never unpacked my own bags. I did a bit of modeling during the World Series of Poker and in the process I snapped these pictures of my suite (which I shared with my

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WOW my "lil sister" is getting married. OK so she's marrying a total douche bag but who am I to tell her not to marry him. I wonder how much a divorce costs now days. *sigh* So now I have the wonderful task of buying her a gift. I refuse to buy "them" a gift. She loves jewelry but doesn't have the money to buy herself anything really nice so I guess that's what I'll do. But what do you buy the

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I am just way too Californian for my own good. I got to spend some time on beautiful New Port Beach before returning to Las Vegas. The beach is the best (and worst) of what mother nature has to offer. I spent hours jumping and laughing as the waves rolled in. It was a much needed relaxing vacation. The beach was packed but even so it was still peaceful. I'm in the process of detoxing my life and

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Going to WalMart in general is never a good thing for me. It's even worse when you do it in the "hood" at like midnight. NOTHING good can come of this. I went to the local Wally World by where my mom lives. OY There is a special sort of shopper that goes to WalMart anyway but it's a whole new story when they are going in there at like 12am. Not only did I fear being murdered, raped, molested or

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I'm sitting here watching Drop Dead Diva on Lifetime. Not sure I like the show yet. I hate that the skinny woman dies and is soooooooooooooo upset about being put into an average sized woman's body. YES i said average. Size 16 is average. She keeps looking in the mirror and seeing her new round face and gets all sad and depressed. To me being a size 2 isn't "healthy" and in most cases doesn't

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I'm sure I'm gonna sound VERY 1950s but I don't care. I was in the post office today. There was a girl there with her husband and her mother. They were joking around about how the daughter has NO home making skills what so ever. She can't cook she can't clean doesn't know how to change diapers or anything else. Her reasoning was "I'm only 25". She laughed that "cooking" to her was frozen dinners

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I like millions of others sat and watched the Michael Jackson memorial. I thought it was a fitting tribute to an amazing man. I think so many of us forgot that Michael was a dad. That was a part most didn't get to see and if we DID it was viewed as something "odd". Paris put a more "human" face on the day. MJ was a father. A father who loved his children and who's children loved him. It was sad

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I got a chance to watch Daniel Negreanu play in the WSOP. I love him. I do believe he might have ADD or ADHD lol He was up and down all through the tourney. Walking back and forth signing autographs and reading in between hands. He does it ALL so well that it makes it just a bit more entertaining lol Whatever he has he's damn good at what he does. I also got a chance to watch Annie Duke play in

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WOW I'm sitting here on the couch watching conflicting reports about Michael Jackson. I was so upset about Farrah and sad about Ed Mcmahon. WOW I grew up watching all three of these talented people. I'm kinda numb right now. I had the Charlies Angels dolls....wanted to be on Star Search and started taking dance classes bc Thriller was the coolest thing I had ever seen. I actually took dance in

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Ah my first post on my new blog. I'm not yet sure where I am going with this blog but I'm sure the journey will be fun. Dont know if my life is insane or if I am. You be the judge lol I'm not the average work from home woman. You'll see why as time goes on. Stay tuned for the insanity.

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